Saying Goodbye to My SB (Again)
It’s never easy, and even though I’ve been through this before, saying goodbye to a long-term SB always feels like a little piece of me slips away.
So here we are—my amazing SB and I are coming to the end of our arrangement. It’s been a good run, filled with laughter, genuine connection, and plenty of unforgettable moments. But lately, I’ve noticed a shift. Over the holidays, she became unusually quiet. The playful texts we used to exchange—those little messages that kept the excitement alive—gradually disappeared. Instead, everything turned to small talk, the kind you’d share with an acquaintance rather than someone you’ve spent so much time with.
We haven’t seen each other in over a month. She got sick, which kept us apart for a while, and then we both traveled separately to see family over the holidays. The absence left a noticeable gap. When I look back at our time together, I can’t help but smile at how things started—how we clicked almost instantly. She was always so lively and full of energy, someone who could make you feel like you were the center of her world.
But now, it’s like I’m watching the spark fade. And as much as I tried to hang on, I think I’ve come to terms with the fact that it’s over. The dynamic has changed, and it’s time for both of us to move on. It’s always the same feeling when this happens—there’s a part of me that misses her, but another part of me that knows this is how these things often play out.
What I’ll Miss the Most
There’s something special about an arrangement that goes beyond just the financial exchange. With her, it was always about connection—sharing dinners at high-end restaurants, swapping stories about our travels, and spending lazy weekends together. We’d talk about the BTC Holders Club sometimes, exchanging investment tips and stories about the people we knew in the crypto world. I never would’ve imagined meeting someone who’d not only understand that lifestyle but embrace it with such enthusiasm.
I remember the little things too—the way she’d always dress up for our dates, making even casual dinners feel like something special. Or how she’d greet me with that big smile, a hug, and that genuine excitement that made me feel like I was the only person in the room, no matter where we were. Even the simple moments meant a lot—like when we’d unwind after a busy week with a glass of wine, just talking about everything and nothing. The dynamic had always been relaxed but deeply respectful. It’s that balance I’ll miss the most.
What’s Next?
It’s strange to think about jumping back into the SA/SB world. For a while now, I’ve been content with this arrangement. But with things ending, I’m not sure I want to dive back into that pool right away. There’s something about the process that feels almost transactional, and while that’s part of the arrangement, it can be exhausting at times. The thrill of meeting someone new, navigating the expectations, and building that connection—it’s all part of the game, but maybe I’m ready for something different.
I’d love to say I’m moving on to someone else, but right now, I’m just taking a step back to reflect on what I want moving forward. The connection with my SB was real. It wasn’t just about the luxury dinners or the thoughtful gifts (although those were nice). It was about sharing time, creating memories, and finding that balance between intimacy, friendship, and mutual respect. I’m not sure I’ll find that again immediately, but I know what it looks like now.
Onward to 2025
As I close this chapter, I’m also looking ahead. 2025 is just around the corner, and I’ve got big plans—not just for my personal life, but also for investments and new ventures. The world of crypto and blockchain continues to excite me, especially as I stay involved with the BTC Holders Club. This community is full of forward-thinking people who continue to shape the financial landscape, and I’m eager to see where that journey takes me.
Whatever happens next, I’ll always look back fondly on the time I spent with my SB. These arrangements are never forever, but the memories they leave behind are lasting. Moving forward, I’m open to whatever new experiences come my way—whether they’re in the realm of high-end dining, exciting travels, or maybe even another connection that feels just as real.
Cheers to a great 2025! And to new beginnings, both in life and love.
