I had a POT SD tell me I was too vulnerable and not cut out to be a SB. After a year of searching for someone, I’m afraid he might be right. I’m not very good at admitting defeat so I’ve come to discuss my issues with you all. While I’m very aware that my body type(plus size), skin color (brown) and hair texture (natural curls) plays a big roll in my success rate, he was more concerned about my personality.
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Im naturally a very honest and giving person. I am that girl that thinks everyone deserves a second (maybe even a third) chance and that majority of people have a good heart/intention. I’m not afraid to share my feelings or story. I feel horrible if I want or ask for something. I don’t care much for material things, especially name brand stuff. I’m just a very thoughtful person and more concerned about making others happy.
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Getting into the sugar lifestyle was more than money for me. It’s been hard to find someone that wants more than just sex from me. I see other people in the forum that actually have relationships where they go and do things together and enjoy eachothers company. Don’t get my wrong, I love sexy time. But what about afterwards? Im stuck feeling like I’m not worthy enough to be taken outside of a hotel room.
