Before embarking on this experience, I never imagined that my life would be associated with the word ‘sugar daddy’. Once upon a time, I was just an ordinary girl struggling to make ends meet in the city, but always hovering on the edge of food and clothing. Waking up every day in a small rental house, facing a mountain of work pressure and meager salary, life seems to be trapped in an endless cycle, with no hope at all.
However, the turning point of fate always happens unintentionally. I met him at a chance social event. He is mature and steady, exuding a charm of a successful person in every move he makes. When his gaze fell on me, I felt a bit flustered, but his smile gave me an inexplicable sense of peace. After that encounter, we started to keep in touch frequently, and gradually, he entered my life and became my ‘sugar daddy’.
At first, the days of dating him seemed like a luxurious dream. He took me to various high-end places, and scenes that were once only seen in TV dramas now truly surround me. He gave me exquisite designer clothing, each one like a work of art; Take me to taste top-notch cuisine, the ultimate enjoyment on my taste buds makes me feel like I’m in another world. The place where I live has also transformed from a small and dark rental house to a spacious, bright, and luxuriously decorated apartment, with a window overlooking the bustling city.
He not only satisfies me materially, but also spends time with me. We travel around the world together, strolling on the romantic streets of Paris and admiring the magnificence of the Eiffel Tower; On the beach in Bali, feeling the gentle breeze and watching the sunset slowly set. Every moment is like a romantic scene in a movie, and I am immersed in this seemingly happy life, thinking that I have found my true reliance.
He will patiently listen to my troubles at work and give me practical advice. When I was feeling lost about my career development, he used his connections to provide me with help and helped me secure better job opportunities. His existence is like a protective umbrella, shielding me from wind and rain, so that I no longer worry about the trivialities of life.
I started to get used to this kind of life, accustomed to his care and love, thinking that this is what happiness is all about. However, as time passed, some subtle changes began to make me feel uneasy. Whenever I try to delve deeper into his life, he always cleverly shifts the topic. I found that I knew almost nothing about his past and his family. Our communication revolves more around the life he arranged for me, while my own thoughts and feelings seem to be gradually overlooked in this process.
Moreover, in his social circle, I can feel the strange looks from others. Behind those seemingly polite smiles lies an indescribable contempt. I began to realize that in their eyes, I was just an accessory around him, enjoying life with his wealth. This kind of cognition makes me feel uneasy, and I start to miss the days that were ordinary but full of authenticity.
By chance, I overheard him having a conversation with a friend. In his words, he described me as a little girl who needed his care, and in his eyes, this relationship was more like a pastime. At that moment, the beautiful fantasy in my heart shattered instantly. I suddenly realized that what I thought of as happiness was just an illusory bubble built on a material foundation.
I began to reflect on my life and my relationship with my sugar daddy. I have found that in the pursuit of material enjoyment, I have lost myself, my former dreams and pursuits. I need to return to being the energetic and hardworking girl who strives for my ideals. Through deep communication with my sugar daddy, I have gained his support. I work hard to learn and have his encouragement while also studying professional knowledge. I have improved and have been promoted several times in my company. I feel that my sugar daddy is my lucky star and halo bearer. We have more topics to talk about and walk this path happily.
